Holy !#%*

There was a heartbeat!
You could have knocked me over when the doctor said that. Apparently it was a subchorionic hematoma. She said its position should not affect the pregnancy. I go again on Tuesday to check the heartbeat, and in the meantime I am supposed to take it easy.

I am in shock. I am never that girl, the one who gets the reprieve. I feel so lucky. I am not out of the woods yet (not even close), but at least I am still in it with a chance.

So grateful.