Friday, September 28, 2012

7dp3dpt - Update

So I tested today. My plan was to wait until Sunday (12DPO), but Wednesday's testing out of the trigger was like a gateway peestick. It took all I had not to test yesterday. So when I woke up at 4:40 this morning, wide awake and with a bladder full of pee, I took it as a sign.

It was negative, of course.

I have not even shed any tears. There was no outrage of indignation. No wash of self pity. Just "of course".

I know that many other people have tested at this point, gotten a negative, and gone on to have BFP. So I do know it can happen, and I wish I were optimistic. But I am just not feeling it. I truly can't believe that it will be me.

However, all peesticks in the house should be on high alert. It is on!

3 comments:

  1. I HATE peeing on sticks for this very reason! I have my fingers/toes/everything else crossed for you! You just NEVER know! Thinking of you today! Stay away from those pee sticks!

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    1. Thank you for the encouragement! I needed it!!

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  2. Haha! This is the first cycle in my eight years of TTC that I've been tempted to POAS. I might cave and do it this weekend...or stay strong until Monday....

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