So, tmi (as if everything in this blog I guess), I just wiped and had brown spotting.
Logically, I know that it is probably from the mock transfer yesterday (I had some bleeding afterwards which they said could happen). But of course, I am paranoid it's because I forgot to take my birth control pill yesterday until I remembered at 3am this morning (and by "remembered" I mean woke up panicked from a deep sleep) and now my period is coming. If my period comes, this whole cycle has to be cancelled.
Of course, only time will tell. I am supposed to start the lupron tomorrow so i will call the nurse if there is still anything there in the morning.
Ugh, why do I think I can kiss tonight's good night sleep goodbye?